Looking back on when i was little, things seemed so easy. The worst thing a friend could do was take away my toys, the only thing i could break was a toy. Now, people take away alot more than toys, and hearts have replaced toys for being broken.

I remeber once when i was little, looking up at my elder brother and thinking 'i cant wait to be like you'. I couldnt wait to be a teenager, going to 'big school'. It all seemed such a big world, but now..when your in the big world, to be honest it seems every bigger !! =]. Everything has a consequence. Everything has a meaning. My brothers life seemed so perfect when i looked at it, he was at a big school, he was going out with his friends and all that time i was envious. Now i see i was naive.

When you take a moment to step back, kind of what im doing now. You realise that this 'big world' that your parents tell you to becareful in, is more dangerous than you realise. People change, which changes you as a person. I believe that the people around you, and your surroundings have a big impact on the person you turn out to be, whether thats a good or a bad thing - i dont know yet.

My friends and I have grown up tremendously. Looking back at when we were in year7, we were naive, had no idea what a serious relationship meant - and guys were just something fun to look at.

I suppose the point of this entry, is to reflect on my past and look forward to my present.